I'M SORRY

I'm so sorry
It was a weak moment for me
When I found out you weren't coming
I just fell apart and lost myself
And the knife was just by myside
I'm sorry
Good thing is, I'm not in any pain
My need for you hurts more
So I don't feel it

But I feel so empty inside
Not because I'm bleeding
It's because you're not here with me
And you'll never be

I'm so sorry
It was a weak moment for me
When I finally faced the truth
I couldn't think of anything
I just wanted to hurt myself
The pain could have hid your absence
I'm sorry
It didn't, if I wasn't the one who caused it
I never would have noticed it

I die slowly as I lay on the floor
Not because I'm mortally wounded
It's because you're not here with me
And you'll never be

I'm sorry...