I STOP

I've been on this path for so long
The enthusiasm I had is long gone
This wake just broke me down
I realise how much weaker I've grown
So today on this road to nowhere
I stop walking

I had so much to believe in in the past
It never occurred to me it wouldn't last
I stood up to everything negative said and done
But now it's not enough, I'm not that strong
So today in this conversation to nowhere
I stop talking

I embraced everything that made me me
The full pack of love, hate, pain and sympathy
But today nothing feels right to me
At least not the way it used to be
So today everything that I'm made up of
I stop believing

By letting the old me go away
I want to accomplish this today
Starting over at everything I failed
And leading them to a better end
Just to ease the pain and convince myself
That I can stop crying