I have so much piled up in me
Eagerly waiting for an enormous blast
To drop the mask I wear for eternity
But I won't say anything
I feel everything is mixed up in a solution
Anger, hurt and all of the disappointments
Want them to know it's not a period of transition
But I won't say anything
What if everything I say will come out wrong?
Rather than opening up who I really am...
I want to take this chance at fixing myself
But I won't say anything
As I kill myself inside very slowly
I want them to think I'm doing alright
To avoid worries and to preserve my invisibility
I won't say anything
Friday, March 14, 2008
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7 comments:
Wow, this poem is so f****g spot-on. You really caught it there. Glad to see your writer's block's over =)
loads of love, your poet! :*
This is one of my favorite poems EVER! Not just of yours but of Becca's and mine and EVERY poem I've ever read, this is a fuckin' masterpiece!
Thanks hon!! I'm glad too. I feel this emptiness inside of me that nothing can fill when I can't write. It just feels right this way... :D
WOW! :$ Ryan, I'm so honored, thank you so much! :D I really like this one too. One of my all time favourites... Among my work of course, you guys' works are just far too amazing to be put in the same category. :)
Well it's touche by Ryan. Among all work it stands out. Don't underestimate yourself (but don't get too cocky either...) :D <3
its sooo dark,no hope, wow
Yeah, I was feeling pretty down that moment.
yeah, best time to write is in sadness, loneliness or anger.
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