I can't seem to fall asleep tonight
Have words going through my head
They were harsh, nevertheless right
Saying I'll always have an empty bed
I'm not mad, I just feel sad
Feels like I've never felt this bad
I feel I should stay indoors 24/7
Can't manage to be with the public
My personal hell is my heaven
I feel I deserve worse than I think
I'm not mad, I just feel sad
Fells like I've never felt this bad
It'll probably get worse though
It usually does
About
- Alev
- Antalya, Türkiye
- I'm someone that dreams 24/7. Someone that doesn't sleep at night to avoid missing the sunrise. Anyone of them can be my salvation. My way out. The thing that will light up my life like it does with the rest of the world. My hope. Until that day comes, I will spend my days in school and nights in front of the TV, listening to music like any other would do. It's just that simple.
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Déjà Vu
4 comments:
Aww... don't say that... :(
Yeah well...
I know...
yeah....
i think i know whay you mean, being deppressed is the best time of my life, deppression is nice, its just that we wont live the life we should and dont do anything, but if i could i would wanna be deppressed and lie somewhere all day staring at a wall and feeling sad, but alev there is a life to be lived :D
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