I'm afraid
Of the hesitations I'm having
What I'll miss if I can't get passed them
Afraid of maybe being sorry forever
If I can't build up enough courage
To do something
But I'm also afraid
Of going ahead and doing
What I wanted to do for a long time
But at the end
Just failing
And regreting ever having wanting
I'm afraid
Of being this weak
Not strong enough for holding on
Bearing a big difference
And not being sure I'll survive
I'm afraid of myself
I'm afraid
About
- Alev
- Antalya, Türkiye
- I'm someone that dreams 24/7. Someone that doesn't sleep at night to avoid missing the sunrise. Anyone of them can be my salvation. My way out. The thing that will light up my life like it does with the rest of the world. My hope. Until that day comes, I will spend my days in school and nights in front of the TV, listening to music like any other would do. It's just that simple.
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3 comments:
HOLY SHIT!! Incredible work Alev. That poem is me in a nutshell :D
Oh my God, you just described me as well as bloody hell. I know that thought sooo well and you write about it beautifully!
Love it!! =D
Thanks so much you guys! :D Glad you can find yourselves in my work. :) Gee, Ryan, your reaction was so funny!! xD xD "Holy shit", huh? xD :D
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