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Monday, March 9, 2009

I'VE FALLEN

I've fallen for you all over again
I don't know for the which time
Though I don't think I'll ever stop giving in
Because this is where I belong
Whether I like it or not

Don't worry though
I like it

Sunday, March 8, 2009

Possibilities


Ok, not exactly a masterpiece, I know. :D But I love the symbology in it and it's kind of cute. =) Hope you'll like.

Wednesday, March 4, 2009

HAPPY ENDING

I write stories, always aim for a good finish
Doesn't matter how, can be anything I wish
I'm writing a story about me now
Changing everything
But I will never be able to finish it
Because I don't know if I'll ever get a happy ending

All my hopes and dreams in front of me
In a pile, they may come true, or not maybe
Living a half written story
And what it'll ever be
Because no one can tell me, knowing
If I'll ever get my happy ending

Probably not though
But I'll keep believing

Wednesday, February 25, 2009

THIS IS ME

This is me
What world shaped me to be
My experiences are a reflection of me
My fears, my happiness
Even my agony
What I am is what I have to show for
I won't change after all this time
Not anymore
What you see is what you get
You can very well walk away
If you don't like it

WORDS

I'm a fool for words
When I don't hear them it hurts
May appear as a simple thing
But without them I die within

A little appreciation is all I want
Without them I get false doubt
Start believing in things not true
Get lost in my world of blue

BETTER THAN THIS

I was born in the wrong universe
Where everything just gets worse
Struggling in a place I don't belong
As if upon me there is a curse

Doesn't matter where I am or who
It's never enough the good I do
I'm sitting alone in this corner
Crying I'll never have what's true

Push me through the closest black hole
There I might be able to feel warm
Away from everything that I hate
And maybe find what I long for

Or maybe just die trying
I don't care really
Anything is better than this

Friday, February 6, 2009

MADNESS DAYS

Living the madness days
Trying different ways
To make a new life
Be happier on the inside

Living the madness days
A last struggle before it ends
Making up for what I missed
So I can go more blissed

Living the madness days
Or pretending to anyways
Trying to change what's lame
Which will always remain
The same

REAL

My heart is racing so fast
Can't tell the current beat apart from the last
Suddenly a light appeared at the end of the tunnel
And I started running towards it fast

The one thing I musn't blow up now
Therefore I should make myself a vow
I will not let it slip away
For the moment I'll get to say wow

It feels like a dream
But it is more
So much more
It's real

Saturday, January 3, 2009

NOTE TO SELF

Everyone's life is a fucking fairytale
And I'm here where I'm always doomed to fail
All my attemps get lost without leaving any trail
Don't think there is need for any further detail

Note to self:
Remind me to kill you later

More and more pressure I feel as time goes by
Sometimes I suffocate, feels like I'm gonna die
But life would never settle for a tie
It must always win, so I live to cry

Note to self:
Remind me to kill you later

Then it'll be all better

Thursday, January 1, 2009

ETERNITY

It's all about the order of notes
High and low pitched words and quotes
Anyone can put them together alright
But you're the ones that do it right
And that makes my day a whole lot bright

It's all about the wave of tunes
Fluctuating melodies granted by muse
Uniting them to one is easy really
But you're the ones that do it accurately
And that makes me an awful lot happy

It's all about you and what you mean to me
You'll have a special place in my heart for eternity
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A poem I wrote for this. I wanna thank my sweet Replica for this, because if she didn't push me into writing it, I probably could never do it. <3