THIS IS ME

This is me
What world shaped me to be
My experiences are a reflection of me
My fears, my happiness
Even my agony
What I am is what I have to show for
I won't change after all this time
Not anymore
What you see is what you get
You can very well walk away
If you don't like it

WORDS

I'm a fool for words
When I don't hear them it hurts
May appear as a simple thing
But without them I die within

A little appreciation is all I want
Without them I get false doubt
Start believing in things not true
Get lost in my world of blue

BETTER THAN THIS

I was born in the wrong universe
Where everything just gets worse
Struggling in a place I don't belong
As if upon me there is a curse

Doesn't matter where I am or who
It's never enough the good I do
I'm sitting alone in this corner
Crying I'll never have what's true

Push me through the closest black hole
There I might be able to feel warm
Away from everything that I hate
And maybe find what I long for

Or maybe just die trying
I don't care really
Anything is better than this

MADNESS DAYS

Living the madness days
Trying different ways
To make a new life
Be happier on the inside

Living the madness days
A last struggle before it ends
Making up for what I missed
So I can go more blissed

Living the madness days
Or pretending to anyways
Trying to change what's lame
Which will always remain
The same

REAL

My heart is racing so fast
Can't tell the current beat apart from the last
Suddenly a light appeared at the end of the tunnel
And I started running towards it fast

The one thing I musn't blow up now
Therefore I should make myself a vow
I will not let it slip away
For the moment I'll get to say wow

It feels like a dream
But it is more
So much more
It's real