BREAK THIS ROUTINE

I don't want to get up in the morning
Because nothing is changing
It's insignifying everything
For once in my life
I want to break this routine

I don't want to see the sun glowing
Feeling things I'm used to feeling
It's just decreasing the meaning
For having to feel safe
I want to break this routine

I don't want to hear the clock ticking
Sleepless, staring at the ceiling
It undoes the tears I'm shedding
Ever to feel happy again
I want to break this routine

TRUE

After all that's said and done
We still walk beside each other towards the sun
Because no matter what's happened in the history
You're true and that's enough for me

A lot of tears shed in the past
Things were bleak and hope wouldn't last
But we'll overcome these, so don't worry
You're true and that's enough for me

At first things were looking really bad
But on somethings, you can't put a price tag
And you're too important to give up on so easily
You're true and that's enough for me
______________________________
This one is also for Bekki.

INSOMNIAC

As every one's gone to their dreamland
I'm still here, fighting the sandman
Things don't make much sense at this hour
Though it's the time everything gets so clear and sour
Nothing changes in the way things go on
As I'm about to cry out that I'm done

It's 3 AM, I'm still awake
Someone put me to sleep for God's sake

The flickering lights outside the building
Make believe it's a very simple thing
But as this keeps going on like this
Unknown, the chaos behind the darkness remains
The system is broken in it's core
As I'm about to scream I can't take it anymore

It's 4 AM, I'm still awake
Someone put me to sleep for God's sake

I can start hearing the early woken cars
As I begin to tear up my old scars
What used to be enough
Is not enough anymore
The thought that kept me going
Left me here to drown in my sorrow

It's 5 AM, I'm still awake
Someone put me to sleep for God's sake

As the sun starts to show its glory
I keep counting sheep as if in a story
The birds start cheering, I'll need the ear plugs
Though it's the life itself that's what really bugs
What used to help me sleep at night
It's gone, as I personally welcome the light

It's 6 AM, I'm still awake
Someone put me to sleep for God's sake

USED TO IT

Deny me
By not knowing of my existence
Reject me
By not hearing my sentences
I'm used to it anyway

Hurt me
By not knowing I love you
Undo me
By not responding to one thing that's true
I'm used to it anyway

NEVER LEAVE

I look like I'm trying to escape
But it's a hollow promise to make
All the locked doors I run into
Are just a plot against myself about you

All the unlocked doors I come against
I avoid them too, they go to waste
This can go on til forever
I look like I'm running, but never

Because this is where I belong to
Outside is unfamiliar, dark, cold and blue
I need to be in here to be able to breathe
This is the one place I could never leave

ENOUGH

I don't want to pump me full of drugs
I'm already high on life
It fucks up my system enough